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Back to 7B Yellow Group ** Fear **

code               There are a number of things I am afraid of, but a big one is time. I’m scared of not having enough time to do what I need, to see what I need, or feel what I need to feel. A big part of my fear of time is not meeting enough people and getting to know enough people. Everybody is just so interesting and everyone has something special in them. I want to be able to see that in everyone I meet before my time is up. I am also afraid of how and why I will die. I’m scared it will be a murder, accident, slow and fatal disease or war. I hope to die peacefully. I also have many goals that I would like to reach before I move on to another part of my life. I want to see so many parts of the world, experience culture, and meet many interesting people. I want to reach the sky and the stars with success. I want to be at all my kid’s events like weddings, soccer games and bar-mitzvahs before I die. I want everybody to see a side of me they never even thought could exist. As once said by a character from the movie **__Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants__** “It's more that I'm afraid of time, and not having enough of it. Time to figure out who I'm supposed to be, to find my place in the world before I have to leave it. I'm afraid of what I'll miss.” I think what she says is very true. She also says that you just got to make the most of the time you were given, and hope for the best. I think that is well said and sums up life pretty well. You just enjoy every moment you have and really make it count. code